meghanpb

so, I am happy. Down right happy. I feel good, I have hopes and expectations.

I feel good.

Althought I have been so indecisive this past week. I do not know what I want or what I need. I go to stores, carry stuff around with me, decide I can live with out it. Which is good, but so damn stressful. So i decided I just want to stop going to stores. Other than food,I am all set.

I went to Chicago this past weekend, decided I do not think I want to move there. I mean why chicago, because every one else is going there.... bah. SO...i just want to go into massage therapy, and have a job on the side. I can do this any where; New York, Boston, Portland...anywhere. So I am starting to re-think my plans. Go figure right....

Well I guess that is all. Dont over due Christman, Remember the really meaning, ok?

Thats all.... Take care.

At the age of 19,

I have hit a mid-life crisis..


I will hate to see what i am like when im 50.

ugh

When you finally come to while driving, only to find out how automatic driving say, is not a good thing..

so you think eating a lot of rice cakes wont make you feel sick right? because they are good for you and all... Yet again this is an illusion.... because when you eat a lot of them you feel gross





I think the whole town of mount pleasant should get together and play a huge game of marco- polo...

today i saw a mamma bird feed her baby birds..

this made me happy

so live journal...
I told you id bring you back alive. I have failed, I always forget about you. sorry. this is why..

Well I have ACTUALLY started to run. I mean i WILL do this marathon so i guess its good to start running.

I have slowly got back into being crafty. Its so nice having free time once again.

I got a new cook book, i am excited to cook.

My friends are gone.. well just sarah and sophie, but they are usually who i am with(come home)

I know i always say i am going to get drunk.... it still has not happened in a very long time. i would work on that.

lets have a fun night where i relive high school and drink liqueur. I will make food from my new cook book and make artys things. Then the next day i will run. And of course Live journal i will check you some time in that mix.

Love

so these past few months have been crazy.

No more dreads... change

Diffrent job.....change

No more think/dance......Major change

I am sad when i think about no more dance. I love those people and love think/dance. But i have changed...I can no longer give 11 hrs a week to dance.. I dont know what ill do. I think ill feel naked. And after next year I dont know what ill do. My plan was to move to chicago with them... well life is up in the air and i like it. I have people i love and people that love me. This is all i need

Setting: me at the bowling ally standing alone. 50 year old worker guy who gave me my bowling shoes approaches me...

Man: (looks at my chest) Never would have guessed those were a size three
Me: (Nervously smiles) Yeah uh they haven't grown since fourth grade(talking about me feet)
Man: (gives me a creepy smile and walks away)
Me: (finally realize he was not talking about my feet....then want me hide.)



Oh bowling alleys......yuck i feel gross



P.S- good bye dreads... I loved you

Dear Pants,
Please stop ripping. My crotch does not need air vents.... Thank you

Dear History Class,

Please revisit tuesdays letter, this will explain my absence of class.
Thank you.
Sincerly Meghan Borland

Dear History Class,

Do not take this the wrong way, but I am going to
skip you tomarrow. Please dont take this the wrong way.
You are just far to early for my liking.

With best wishes,
Meghan Borland

weightless like the wind
swirling thoughtout the tall trees,
then i open my eyes



eh eh?
You feel like buddha now...one with nature?


yeeeeah

I like having friends that I miss after one day

So I went swimming tonight.
I rememebered why I havent swam in awhile, beacause I suck.

Note to self- Don't do that again.

I am also eatting string cheese right now.
I remember why I never eat it, because its gross.

Some times you just have to remind your self of things.

So tonight walking home was really nice

It was a perfect night.

As I walked home and closed my eyes I imagined I was walking in Chicago.

Oh around this time next year I will be.....

Want to know what a good weekend consist of...

Getting out of work 3 hours early on friday only to sit outside and hang out with good people
Go see Anathallo Friday

Impressions 5 and BBQ with Good people

Relax



MMM I Love it

Dear History Class,


Screw You!!!


Sincerly,
Meghan P. Borland

Goals....

This is my new word..

Half marathon. I will complete this




Im going to go now and try to get a phone that works.
Please give me your number

OH man I am sooooo happy right now....mmmmmm.

its saint patric's day. its soo good

In a tiny room with people I love



A Girl could not be happier!!!!!

so my roomate talks baby talk to her boo.....
hmm kind of annoying but still i find myself turning down my music and snickering to myself.

I dont have a phone. its kind of fun. I feel like im a fugitive on the run and no one can get a hold of me.... haha

Tomarrow is friday Holla!!!
Next day is st. pattys day!


Good weekend to come